I don't know
what to think anymore! Eric told me the other day that our apartment is no more up at
DT. I've been having emotional
detachment problems as it is, so I decided that I don't even want to see it, and I'll just remember it the way it always was. But now I'm having nightmares every night about
DT! There these emotional dreams all about my apartment and how I can't leave it, and I love it just the way it is. Should I just go see the destruction? Will that get me over my dreams? If we were still there would I be in utter bliss? Or would I just complain about the
cramped space, lack of
kitchen and toy room, and major earthquake hazard that it is? Who gets so attached to a building anyway?